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Friday, October 30, 2009 4:01 AM /
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Its TUNDEROUS. LIGHTNINGS.
STORMS. HEAVY RAIN. now.
Scary in a dark house alone on the
3rd level D:
I better go on the stairway light.
Hope someone comes home soon!
My domestic helper and the construction workers are all downstairs.
Rather quiet.
Eeriee!
I keep seeing FLASHES OF BRIGHT LIGHT.
followed by a LOUD LOUD LOUD LOUD LOUD ROAR?!?
every few minutes.
Cover my ears?!?
Dont want hear the sound,
in case its too LOUD.
The sky looks DARK,
but also a mixed of REDDISH-BROWN.
BOLIAOS (:
Finally the year has past,
the holidays have come.
Will i miss the comepetitive 2E1?
Maybe not as much as the hyper 1E4.
Still remember the first few days of 2E1,
everyone was super uber quiet!
Teachers even urge us to make noise
bcos the class was really quiet.
It sucked then!
The quiet class was boring,
a total different from 1E4.
The first friend made there was alvin.
He keeps talking.
I find that he takes alot of initiative.
The first day was also quite awkward,
bcos i opt to be monitor again.
I feel that 2E1 is not as united as i hope they were.
People are usually in their own cliques.
Its hard to agree on one thing esp for class outing and stuffs.
Its really difficult for alvin and its always upsetting him.
We had a form teacher Mr.ng,
alot of people feel that he is biased.
But he emphasises alot on PE and CME.
he always say this is important.
Even CME is the most important subject.
I made more new friends in 2E1,
and it was really nice
getting to know more poeple.
Being a monitor is really the best.
You will master all the people names
just in the first few days of school.
To mark attendance.
Thats a thing i liked
being a monitor.
I don't know,
I just want to serve in a school
in some sort of way.
Doing class admin stuffs can
be a chore sometimes
but its enjoyed.
People come to you if they have problems.
I always get to know information first.
Thats nice.
Also picking up many leadership skills (:
Okay, 2E1 is rather a competitive class,
I notice that people often read and do work.
Some were very competitive to obtain first.
There were slackers in the class of course.
overall, its a good class.
It always give me a sense of determination
to strive harder,
bcos everyone else is.
Somehow, i felt that if you
dont want to feel left out in the class,
you gotta do really well.
Almost everyone is moving ahead,
at a fast pace.
Good environment.
Its a good thing that most of us,
are going to be in the same class.
I guess the advantage is,
It will improve my studies.
But will add on to my stress level.
Thats for sure.
tata, thats about it.
2gethEr as 1 ( mk made the name i think )
Yeap, for thursday,
nothing much of interest apparently happen in school.
Went out with JOJO & WS !
bcos i didnt wan to go home.
home having ocnstruction super noisy.
Had fun,
watched "love happens".
Learnt that JOJO, can be really blur at times,
hahah! She's "fleshy" t0o! Ultimately nice to hold (:
Yeap, was a great time spent with them..
HAHASSSS ;p
MANJU pictures will be posted soon, love the manju people!.
LOL, what happen on wed?
Won't talk about school time, its super boring.
There's home visit,
release of class results,
footdrills comp (:
wedding dinner.
Home visit was quite alright i guess, except for me feeling unwell.
Talk to an ahma for a very long time, she keeps telling me to study hard,
earn big money when i grow up. =D
Patted on my back to Jiayou!
Also met this very admirable grandma,
she's so cool and amazing.
Omg love her!
She's 101 years old,
still walking,
healthy state,
good mind,
can sing,
even went to genting to gamble last year!
She hold my hands, hahaha!
Hope i get the fu from her!
Thats about it for the elderly home.
Went back to schl,
had a short meeting at rc room, not short at all.
Haha, had to left earlier for the wedding dinner.
So i left.
Walk walk, o.0!
I saw mrs lai, mr ng and another teacher posting the class results, omg!,
I chiong there larhhs, it was 3+.
Then ya they said it was the class results.
mrs lai said i am the first to see the results. (:
posted to 3E1,
though i really don't really like that over dominating, selfish, competitive 1 classmate.
shhhhh. but he's quite alright sometime.
guess he wanted to well only bahs xD
cool alot of people i know and talk to,
except for this syahid guyy ( i know who he!)
and Joy. ( think i know who is she)
LOLS, getting results exciting okay!
Called and smsed people.
hahaha!
My thought about footdrills comp, i really don't know if i should join.
My health state.
My studies.
My holiday.
=/
thinking Still.......................................
Anyway went for wedding dinner. First ever saw in my life time.
Noob alright?
went orchard ion!
Super okay.
Expensive things.
Bought a donut only cos was hungry.
tired.
gotta go shower, cos my house tap water will be shut at 6:30!
Due to repair of sink?!?
LOL!
too much!
quickyyyy!
Thursday, October 29, 2009 6:59 AM /
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Arr, to my tags replys, i gotta do it some other day.
Super short post.
Will post more about wed & thurs tmrw.
Awesome sweet nice.
Sister is stressing me over using comp!
Not even 10mins yet!
craps her!
Its always small let big.
-,- LOL whatever.
shall do smth else..
argghhhs.
nevermind.
her's more important. work.
byee! (:
smile.
* todae had fun with JO & WS (:
= hahahh!
Debates.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 7:28 AM /
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Today wasnt a much fufilling day in school.
Was rather late actually, came around 7:20+,
but was the first to sit (:
duhs.. have to sit infront.
As usual, lazy mem wont do anything.
Unless i keep bugging him!
Think chuanyi is defintely a better assistance.
At least the work was quite equally split i guess?
Was practicing debates the whole time in class, with sarah and alvin.
Actually quite alright, but soon i started to have
butterflies in my stomach.
The competition was nearing and that was the worst.
Tell you i was super nervous actually and my heart was beating quite rapidly.
But had to remain a calm posture.
Luckily the debate isnt face to face. You can look at everyone.
Phew!
I was physically shaking.
My hands were trembling.
Thanks sarah for holding my hand, it really helped alot (:
Okay, whatever it is, its over now.
Now i have hesitiation if i should really join debate.
It was quite a nice debate i guess. The opponents were quite calm.
After debate, had pizza hut <3 treat from da.
LOLS, like their baked pasta, rice, bla blah....
Walked around cp !
Then went to his house!
the home!
Damns, tmrw is the release of new classes. Omg! Rather anxious too.
Hope to be in the same class as those i wanna be with.
And not those i don't want to. =x
anw, me & dear comfirm go different class.
Our choices like quite different.
nbmmmm. =D
Nites, might be slping soon!
Haaa! (:
Lesson learnt today :
I MUST RESIST THE TEMPTATION. ( you* should know what i meant )
window of the world (:
Sunday, October 25, 2009 7:51 AM /
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In tha toilettyy at far east plaza (:
At rc bazaar, Bernice doesnt want to take photos (:
So thats xinjie ma'am & I,
at the gate. ( see that little cute rc balloon <3 )>
hahahah!
RC bazaaaaar (:
7:27 AM /
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Hello!, :)
am back to the posting world i suppose?
RC INTERNATIONAL BAZAARR (:Today is the 25 october. (:
Its the 16th months with dear.
But hahas, couldn't go out,
so we didnt meet.
but we talk (:
The day was started off with the church guy talking talking talking.
Today the bottom line was,
do not judge others whom are poor or oppressed. (:
Went for mass today.
Ate lunchyy at home,
followed by going to the rc international bazaar.
It isn't as bad as i had expected.
The international people esp, were very courteous. (:
Anyway, saw lotsa ndp people!
A great way to catch up with them.
Talk to some of them though (:
didnt saw much hs ppl, Just xinjie, bernice, ian, kelvin, rochelle and i (:
Thought the others would be there toO!
Oh well then went plaza sing!
Had a great time with bro.
Went shopping (:
HAHA, got him to pay for everything.
who ask him tell me he has $60 in his hands.
So everything i say i no money, call him pay.
He did so willingly (:
its such a long time since i spent time with bro.
We did joke alot and there were many laughters (:
Anyway, now am home.
Very unsure about tmrw.
Its getting so late,
things are not even comfirm.
Hais whatever.
Jas said she will call,
but she has not.
LOLs..
tmrw dont feel like going so farr lehs..
nbm, it beats staying at home i guess?
Cant wait to get subj comb!
Gonna start the mug as soon as i get it!
Yes im gonna do well next year!
Must jiayou!
Whooosh!
okay, need tha go edit debate scripttttyy!
Miting sarah in the morning tmrw for that.
So must come prepared. (:
So it be a meaningful exchange of info + well spent time (:
Anyway, hope to see darling tmrw.
But thinggggs not even comfirm yet.
Hai yo...
^^
tsktsk!
quote for todayy :
Live as if your were to die tomorrow.
Learn as if you were to live forever.
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment.
There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though
nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a
miracle.
And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the
life in your years
Friday, October 23, 2009 8:05 AM /
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Actually don't want to use the comp but im here again ! :)
Well the only reason was for finding info for debates !
Wooots its coming up this tues!
Its just a pity we are the oppsing team to the topic.
We did got lotsa notes on agreeing with the topic.
So had to search for more.
Today, get back all results! Mr ng don't let us see it well and long enough.
Whatever, okay, good thing is everything is A, except 1 B , that chinese D:
compo!
compo!
Arghhhhh ><
Had post exams activities, not that interesting though. I prefer some outdoor activities =)
its a long time since school brought us out.
They should soon!
Oh redcross is visting some home next week. Kay thats quite a comfort.
Ah, about the camp! I don't know, 1 sec 3 in the team came only. Very hard to start on group flag, name, dance item, when you don't know them.
how to contact them heh?
But i think i ask mr.ang for list huh!
Its good to get things started.
Last minutes stuffs, nonono.... D:
Erms nothing much le lo.
Went to eat with da agn ;D
Ate at pepper lunch.
IDK yy, I like it there.
Food nice?
HAHA!
Hmm, tuition had pizza hut + bubble tea treat from Mr.sany.
Full.
Can't eat dinner =x
Well thats all for todae folks.
Today i have learnt that, really really, i should stop expecting too much, but is it too much? Yeah like wat gw said, be contented with whatever you have. The key book to a simple life! Well it just gets me upset. I see thats it quite easy for others but not for me. Just have that sour feeling. Why things are like that? But yeah, im happy with whatever i have now. Its enough =D =D ! Shouldnt ask for more. The person reading this post, you probably don't know what im rambling about. So don't jump into conclusions. my thoughts. You know i should just accept the way things are. Can't be bothered much. It made me kept thinking.
Anyway great news for myself. I finally manage to piece smth out!
;D its gonna be a secret. Whahahaas!
pigs can be smart afterall. =D
What a crappy post.
Don't think anyone really reads me posts anyway. Im just writting to feel better? Can talk to another " someone ". lonely!.
Yeah don't bottle things up.
Heart cant accumulate too much stuffs!
go easy. (:
my heart will go on.
A born mugger.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 6:46 AM /
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googaa!
Okay here are the subjs I plan to take :
-English
-Chinese ( can't runaway from it )
-Elementary maths ( loves )
-Additional maths ( a must )
-Biology ( interest?)
-Chemistry ( comes with every choice -,- )
-Social studies ( a mustt )
-Geography ( idk y! )
Well i left one more choice and thats either POA or PHYSICS.
Parents urge to take PHYSICS not because I like it or what,
POA courses are available when i grow up,
but physics is not unless i have the subject on my hand..
Hais hais hais!
What should i choose.
Just afraid i would end up in a class, full of noise.
Omg, next wed we will know who our new classmates are.
Woahhhhh =D
Anyway, exams results are back.
I flunk chinese.
What a joke.
I top the letter-writting ( i gave it out, saw the marks, ps )
But scored the lowest for compo.
Out of point.
Okay, first time im getting a C in my report book!
thanks to this!
Oh my.
bye.
INSOMNIA!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 8:42 AM /
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Yooooohoooooooo,
its 11:44pm now..
there is school tmrw,
not really sleepy yet .. ^^
Guess it was all thanks to the 1.5hrs of sleep in the afternoon..
Today was a day much spent on packing up, reading and sms-ing. (:
Nothing much interesting happen apparently,
oh except my neighbour.. =/
Tmrw will be a better day i reckon.
There be school.
There be talkings.
There be the results.
The option forms.
The friends.
The accompany.
The many many things.
I should try sleeping now, weirdo.
Goodnights.
Still thinking of what i should do these few days to make my time spent wisely. I think i shall start on sec3 stuffs asap. At least that prevents me from rotting and keeps me thinking actively! Oh should I join chingay? Practices start in Nov. Ends in Feb. The real thing will be on my birthday. Saturday. Should I? Any advices?
There will be debatingg too every fridays.
Picking up 5 tuitions for the different subjs taking, well if i get them.
There is redcross too.
Im afraid is not a good thing to skip the cca.
though chingay is another lifetime experience?
Hmms tough tough choice.
Still thinking alvin! ( actually not so much thinking)
So haha =D
well, sleeping now i guess..
the clock is still ticking,
its gonna be 5:55am where i have to wake up.
LOL, its bad that people have to wake up earlier because they live further away.
That deprives them from more sleep during official real school days.
Making you slightly later if you wake up just by a dot slightly later.
SBS doesn't wait for you at the busstop.
You have to waiit for it. ( DUHs)
i don't think i be going school early tmrw.
probably reach at 7.20 (:
instead of the usual 7.05. (:
Okay, just crapping out.
Unable to sleep still i guess.
Its 11:56pm..
blahhhh i should sleep.
Pandaaa eyes tmrw le =x!
whatever.
zzzz. (:
昨天
Monday, October 19, 2009 8:22 PM /
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EYS EYS EYS EYS EYS EYS !!~da da doo-doo-mmm (:
If we wait for happy moments, we will have to wait forever.
But if we start believing that we are happy every second,
happiness will come naturally. !
Yesterday was much enjoyed but i was exhausted when i came home.
In the end spent the day around amk inside and outside.
Woahhh (:
time really flies there!
Definitely much better than spending the time at home alone.
Went out with alvin, waisin, lena came along soon after. =D
Boughhttt thinggs D:
unresistable. (:
watched movie " imagine that "
it was hillarious as well as heart-warming in the end.
The father sunddenly realise whats important at the end. (:
I was like super cold in amkk hub.
But went inside the movie theatre,
waisin & alvin became cold.
Waisin said i was warm, then we keep holding hands (:
LOLOLOLS! ( >< )
Came back home,
dinner,
slack,
read,
sleep. (:
Tmrw school will be open again. Its the time when we get back our result and start choosing subj combbbbbbb (:
most probably will be taking tri sci & double maths.
anyone on the same path?
HAHA!
Have a nice day,
pig ahbu.
You in me, me in you. (:
Sunday, October 18, 2009 6:16 PM /
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HOHO, ystd =D
Went to church, had a meaniningful talk by the nuns.
Later head on to Nicole's bbq at Rivervale Crest. (:
Awesome fun, & played lotsa games.
+ lotsa fo0d!
The accompany was nice although there was only, Nicole, nicole's sister, Jiayi, YanTing, Michelle, Hayley, Qianwen, Maemennon, Alvin & I.
It was much much more enjoyed than class bbq!
Anyway Hayley also live in the condo, axel to0!
haha, went exploring in the condo,
visit axel's house.
The condo has manymany stairs & its actually quite cooling at some places.
There's one fitness corna quite fun =D
the rest nahhhs.
LOL!, its beside rivervale mall..
Spent like the whole afternoon there.
Went home - tired!
It was such a wonderful day actually but why does a wonderful day have to end up with dissapointments? LOL, this was actually planned last friday to go out..
Everyone was like free..
In the end none?
Sometimes you cant have high expectations least getting yourself dissapointed more i guess?
=D nbm.
Thanks alvin for cheering me up!..
manymany thanks for organising it too!
Eyys this week dear also cannot go out on the mon & tues. Is his father that strict?
Its gonna be quite restless at home i suppose, so i will be going out today. (:
Watching movie (:
Alvin said if wanna go out must be happy or there isn't any point.
So i guess the 2 bored-ed freaks are going out...
Nbm, it beats staying at home.
rotting myself.
But im gonna start work soon!
Just having a break.
Anyway cultivating a reading habit also.
I have started reading!
So gonna improve myself ^^
My eng is like -,- omg lowwww standard.. D:
Alright, today shall be a happy day.
Forget the unhappiness of yesterday,
welcome today with a positive attitude and smile.
Its all about the mentality.
I should not allow setbacks to control my mind. ( duh.)
I have learnt to be more positive today, should not care so much, should not pin such high hopes on things that i know won't happen. I must be day-dreaming.
Anyway i dreamt alot last night.
I only remember 1 part,
was that someone ask if i wanna go out today because he was bored.
Of course just a dream, I woke up, nothing. (:
Just lie on the bed thinking. Wayne sms-ed. I didn't reply. I don't know what should be a good reply. Does he sound happy or sad?
Anyway there is nothing to reply.
obviously ..
Okay going out later still,
enjoy today with a different mindset.
yeap, =D
piccccs.
Friday, October 16, 2009 7:54 PM /
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My DNT toy... (:
Thanks Jas for the cheer up gift..!
Ur not the one making me sadd..
yet you are always the one comforting me..
but thanks anw!
Sorry, the sweets you gave,
was shared among classmates (:
TY (:
TO DO LIST FOR NXT WEEK (:
7:46 PM /
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Okay, pardon me for my poor english in the previous post.
this post too i guess?
Sorryy... (:
Eys wassup for next wk :
- 4 days holisssss..
- Nicole's BBQ (:
- Outing with MCQs + others.
- go out with dearr?
- choose subj combination.. =0
- RC carnival
- anniversaryyy!
- school =D
Okay, ps for my craps.
just a random postingg................................
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MIA-ing over..
7:28 PM /
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Eys, exam over le!
Still rmbr ystd after art, was holding jolene's hand, then we jumping around.
Exam over happy cans?
During the exam period we were all like planning over what to do after the exams.
But when exams are over, its so kinda bored.. =/ ?
Hard to pull away from mugging life?
Anw, mac with mx & jas...
Mel & brenda was there too.
marcus also..
Then went to jw's hse thr the busstop to meet dear, jw & zy.
Jw " fail " maths larhs,,..
he said he called me many times but i never pick up.
eys, 1 time only ~ !
I very slow marhs, can't you just waiit..?
wait for 72..
saw brenda..
jas too.
then zy & jw keep doing the guaiii thing..
Arhh, why do i always fall for it?
I always tell myself i will never fall for it the next time, but i always do D=
rawrssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
are they so convincing?
They said i was simple-minded..
can rmbr the first time someone told me i was simple-minded, i cried. -,-
but i know zy & jw were jk-ing
next time lehs, i must convince them back too =D
& pat guai on them (:
i wil ..
then went da's house..
did tuition hmwk..
stayed till 3+.. (:
went home..
rest 10mins..
changed.
met jas..
tuition-ed..
slack..
homeeeeeeee (:
+ slack somemore..
Er-ziii, called to go outt.. (:
He said that i was finally slacking.. LOLS!
went to bathee..
talk to ma... ( at hospital )
whoots, will be discharged todae..
talk to dear too..
went tuh eat smth,
read read books..
sleep at 1 (:
that was my fridayyy..