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A little more about today.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 7:16 AM /
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Saw the usual people in bus.
The teacher that I kind of don't like from our school.
LOLOL, I heard some boys say about her being kao-bei..
Ya, she sucks lo. Call me run when the floor is slippery to return the 2nd temperature taking form. Somemore before exam, is like who is so stupid to tire themselves. Like uhs, no one really bothers to take their 2nd temperature. I am always doing sins by writting bogus temperature. I don't like to keep reminding people to take their temperature. They will just ask me anyhow write one. Glad there is no of such thing now!
Met mx under her house with alex.
Seriously they dont talk..
School was okay.
glad chinese teacher didnt came.
LOL the bad monitor.
maths results was good thought it didnt
got me hyper happy the whole day.
like which day would end off perfectly sometimes?
Then after school stayed back for redcross training. I think it was a long time since I last went for training. It was always changing, so I have to keep up. Brought my specs h0oks but left it in my pocket. Then thay said fall in, so didn't wear lo.
Then ya ...
Later trained footdrills all the way. I don't know why when i did footdrills in school, I am easily thirsty and tired. Do hentak also stomach ache. What craps. In ndp, it felt so much better. I don't know why. Shall not say anymore.
There's the elimination round thingy to get into the ndp contigent in school. Oh well, not so sure about the long commands yeap, so i kept doing wrong. Sometimes also quite blurr, need to think awhile before can react. ><
Then later we were asked who wants to join the school's ndp raise your hand. I was in a state of dilema. I have decided not to go for it. I know I have seriously disappointed my seniors can? But there's reasons behind this. Well, Jiaqi at first don't want to go too. She raised her hand I think? o.0. But nevermind. Since I have decided. I shall stay on though maybe it will leave a bad mark on me. I suddenly feel so sad. A kind of left out feeling.
Hmms maybe i can opt to be emcee, haha miss chia is asking me to be emcee for the ndp. I don't know yet.
I don't know. Didn't really enjoyed training today. Maybe I was tired or too much in a emo mood? I don't know what is wrong with me.
Had a comforting bye from Agnes as i left school.
The moment I reached the gate, I started crying crying crying.
Went to another bus stop so that i won't meet any rc members.
Ppl did look at me in a weird way.
was rather foolish, i didn't had tissue paper.
But i don't know, my heart just wanted to let go.
I miss him so much too, just that he is not there.
I felt so betrayed by _.
I cried.
i finally calm down when he started to call me many times.
Today I learnt :
Some people curry flavour people to get things done. Not all people who are close to you are trustworthy. Sometimes they get close to you is for an advantage. I feel that _ lied about _
thoughts. I think i was rather hurt by _.
*names shall be remain confidential.
Hope for a better tmr. I am just so tired. goodnights.
♥ my dearies