Xin Chao [HELLO]
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enjoy your stay (:
todae 20.04.09 (:
Monday, April 20, 2009 1:23 AM /
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I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, but i can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place. I can't prevent you from falling away from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
Guowei suggested that if your heart breaks you should put superglue (:
(dots just a post to pass my time away here..)
today hmm lets see what i remembered..
t0ok 43 to sch0ol with my dear Jamie (: ..
Maemennon was insane..
Allston tap on my back..
Xavier jokingly slap me face..
MingKang claim I was short..
Alvin gave a cheer up card..
Jolene was not around..
Freeze-pose for Literature ..
Slept for english class ..
Student leader meeting..
I signed up for volunteer @ YOG next year..
dots, ain't this a boliaos post?
Bored.. can't you tell?
my mood isn't good anyway..
love love love !
..............?
1:08 AM /
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Pre-determined ..Destiny..
Ch0ice..
Arranged by God..
Fate..
I wonder what does fate brings..
Don't ask me why i l0ok sad or emo..
i don't know ..
Here is my horoscope:
You'll fall for a guy with a bad rap. You'll be surprised by just how much you like him, but don't get too attached. Its because he is hanging out with other girls too. Move on, or be prepared to deal with fights that will lead to maj0r hurt feelings..
How true is this? Those close friends should know..
Oh my g0d, i really shouldn't have gotten involve with well some people ..
Maybe i can be better off on my one..
its okay,
its alright,
i am so much better without you ..
Anyway, my ca test 2 results is really a disgrace!
Dead..
Loves,
fished eye..
My eye l0oks fishy .. (:
High & low .. whats the definition?
Sunday, April 12, 2009 3:16 AM /
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Perhaps its starting to fade my dear you!High & Low..
whats the definition of this?
I was super high @ ndp training. Jiaqi & I were excited about seeing our other schoolmates from girl guides. I grew hyper...
Ma'am said that my uniform was untidy ... !!!
Next we had lunch @ hq. It was chicken rice.. (:
Hmmm yum-licious lol.
Jian Jie ate 2 packets of f0od, laughhhss..!
pig!
Okay, became hyper when we started playing games.
& most hyper was in the bus with Tricia..
The ma'ams & sir so high cans?
Especially xiaoli ma'am.. AHAHAH!
so me & tricia g0t high (:
I LOVE PPL WHO GET ME HIGH & LAUGHSSS!!! <3>
Yeah, when trainin g0t started, Jian Jie kept helping me to adjust baret!
HEYHEY! I g0t seasoned it! xD!
LOL, had t0 share a mat with him. Uniform ish white can't sit on thee fl0or.
SO HYPER till going home.
was tired on the jounrney back to hq..
Made new friends (:
I left early f0r family dinner, n0t much appetite there though was hungry. But i had t0 eat, 1 person there cost near $50.. I don't kn0w why. Was kinda sad for the night. Cried 3 times. G0d, im pathetic! I agreed n0t to let retards affect my life!
ab0ve is a picture of some desserts there(kushimbo), the place i ate my dinner. Okkays, mem called. He said we l0st BMCC, my cursed mouth! Say what take the photo later might n0t get back. We lost to 1E1 by o.25. But 1E1 is really a clean & neat class, went in there before. Hhaas, guess we g0tta JYS (Jiayous) ( +OiL) ! :P
rand0mmm
Friday, April 10, 2009 12:15 AM /
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Being rand0m (: tomat0? Apple? Cherry?
I <3 my girlfriends!
Bruised shy face!
>.<
l0ok in 2e1 this is what ue will see (:
12:01 AM /
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l0ok into 2e1, these are some stufffs you may see (:
Literature project for Romeo & Juliet. Balcony scene (:
i t0ok thee wrong side here, ps!
BMCC penance .. we might never get it back for the 2nd judging so take a ph0to of it ..
But we will still JYS (:
folding cranes for Junadi. Lol, our class is making 1000 for him. But i didn't help.. I didn't kn0w how tuh make & lazy to learn x=
My n0teb0ok. Save thee earth (;
d0ts.
Jingjing bdae present thee wrapper (:
her birthday on monday must rmba w0r (:
dealing with stress =x
Thursday, April 9, 2009 11:30 PM /
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- StResS -
does writting this word makes you feel stress?
I am feeling stress currently.
I can't seemed to be giving everybody my 100%..
I always try my best to do that, & if i don't,
the other party will feel neglected. Or worst, i feel bad & guilty.
I try to organise my time more well..
I do hope that my friends don't feel neglected.
Today i rejected many people to go out.
the plans:
Jasmine - ice-skating
Fi0n - exploring s'pore with some others
Alvin - to just go out
Bernice - to shop around with others
M0ther - wants me stay home do w0rk... dia0? -,-
Wai SIn - go out to buy smth ...
OKayys, actually my actual decision is to go out with ws as it will be a sh0rt while ..
and thats plan a week ago.
N0w its thwarted because she l0st her phone ..
Can't go out ..
N0w i also can't go out i think?
have to finish some work first .......... ><
ystd was t0o far busy on the phone.
I find that life is exhausting ... Maybe it would be easier if i didn't get involved with people. But all these people are my friends. They light up my life instantly everyday.. (:
when i am sad, they will lend their shoulders (mx's ones thee best!)
when i was lonely, they accompany me.
I far neglected t0o many things in life.
L0ve life .. i hardly talk t0 him .. maybe only on thee phone ..
I don't have the courage t0. Love can be l0st in spite of anger but love can be rekindled if nourished. I feel like i am falling apart in this big w0rld.
Friends.
love.
School.
Ndp.
G0d most importantly.
Its has been a long time since i went for mass..
well except t0oday its g0od friday thats why.
I feel indebt to g0d. He gave me a wonderful life with many great people, he is the one who created it all and yet i don't visit him or make time for him. W0rst, sch0ol ends later.. Lesser time. I wanna g0 ndp n0w (: , the training is nice... but i have tuitions t0 re-schdule. but thats a challenge i t0ok up0n.. So i can't blame anyone. Its utmost irresponsible if i were t0 back out. But i would definately wanna g0 f0r it.
Wh0 w0uld understand me?
I think some people are feeling like this t0o, but i guess they have a much stronger heart than i do. Everyone has problems in life n0t only me. I don't treasure life a few day ag0. i l0ok at the r0ad with cars whizing by me 1 by 1. I really feel like running over thee r0ad. End my life. G0odbye to problems. N0t having t0 worry anything .. who feels neglected.. or if they are fine? or is my school work complete? oh, have i studied? Oh no time for tuition, skip & waste money? Arhhs t00 many things can't g0 out with friends? i keep wasting time also! im sl0w always!
You kn0w its a killer. I can't do sinful things against g0d, ending my life is n0t gonna help. It will make things worst, to leave everyone n0w.. suddenly?
I am only escaping a problem which i am uncertain of h0w i should face it.
I want t0 cry it out, but i just can't d0 it infront of my friends. Their many wondering questions made me kn0w that they care and i really don't want them to worry at all..
BAck at home, i really have n0 time for much things. i am lacking of sleep, only 6 hours a day.. I craving for more. I have been sleeping recently during lessons... Handing up my homework late and just claiming to my teacher i f0rgot to hand up the other day.. I am n0t at all an exemplary monit0r.. I eat in class.. I don't keep the class quiet but do my own w0rk instead.
In this p0st, i just want to tell everyone that has appeared in my life. I am sorry. I am sorry if your felt neglected without my presence. If your felt like i have been spending t0o much time with other friends and n0t your. Just tell me .. I do my best to make things even. I just don't want your to feel that i am being unfair or biased. Love you guys al0t. (:
mesmerizeeeee is stupid!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 12:31 AM /
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WELCOMEEEE me (:
Today was rather d0ts?
........................................?
It was maths & science test.
I am able to pass both uhhs,,..
maybe a 30+/40 for science
& 30+/50 for maths.
Heehheeh g0dbless (:
Tmrw is Homeec test, what am i doing here?
HOHOs, chinese competition tats why ... ^^
my partner doing f0r me ...
i only need spent money on thee smses (:
LOVESS HER.
Okayy, today after sch was damn emo..
for a reason ...
wanted to cry badly.. well just holding back?
I am really glad for all those friends right there, who keep like consolling me?
lets name them!
Alvin,Jasmine,Shawn,MingXuan,Jason,Jolene,WaiSin,ShiZhe,Sarah,
yuri t0o?
samuel also?
So went tuhh lunch in sch.. sat beside alvin cos my sit there wet?
Then w0rst.. theee irritating one comes.
allston! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arhg!!
he showed me with a picture of me & friends.
WHATEVER>..... < i don't give a damn that ue have thee pic..
Alvin cheered & said, Allston, you know u l0ok good if you don't open your mouth.. Then i laugh laugh lor....
Then theee irritating 2 & 3 comes.
Ziyang & Jiongwen..
all sit infront of me eat.
comment on lame things ... d0ts! d0ts!
then zy was like saying i was surrounded by b0ys..
L0l really...
i went away..
they called me back..
they shucks.
i went to sit with shawn in the end...
he al0ne marhs?
then call waisin come sit...
ysabel j0in in soon after..
b0red..o0ps.. the competition done le...
Im GONNA MUG hard hard for homeec for the rest of the day..
mdm tan said she trust that i can do well...
n0t gonna let her d0wn (: